mY LaSt DaY

So, here I am on my last full day/night in the US. Am I nervous? Am I ready? Was I crazy? Who knows? I don’t. Honestly, the fear of being over there hasn’t grasped me yet. I don’t know if it will. After traveling to Europe, going up north, and doing things by myself for most of my life, I haven’t really felt the fear of being alone. The only thing that scares me about being alone is the fact that it’s easier to sin. And I hate sin!

I’m glad that I get to go though! I needed to get away and I needed to really figure things out on my own. Though I’m going to be living and working on another continent, in another country, with people speaking a different language that’s not even Western, I know God is going to work in me and change me. That’s what really excites me! I don’t deserve all that he has done for me, and I really wish opportunities like this would never come my way because I’m so undeserving, but I’ll just have to trust Him and give myself up. That’s all.

Yeah, I know I’m going to miss you guys here in the States, but I know I’ll make new friends and have awesome experiences, like eating dog (I’ll personally write a book about eating dog. I’ll call it, Marley Is In Me. Take that!), sleeping in Buddhist temples, teaching lessons, hanging out with kids, traveling around Asia, etc. But, what God has to reveal to me is going to be awesome! Not only will I get to see what He does, but also I’ll get to see how Koreans worship God, which will be really interesting.

Well, maybe I’ll post something here tomorrow, but I don’t know. I’ll probably get in the habit of blogging more often once I figure out how to hook up my laptop in my apartment (Now, that’s nice! A place of my own!)

Peace.