Erasing the Past

I was looking at some of my old blog posts, some of which I am embarassed about. I've thought many times before, "Maybe I should take blogging seriously and start a new blog with a fresh start." But, I've decided I'll keep this blog. Why? The reason is this is my life. I can't erase my past, no matter how embarassing it is. I've hoped again and again that I would finally be able to be a serious blogger, but I need to be me. The reason I feel embarassed is the way I used to write and expressed myself seems to be very immature. I realized that living in South Korea was my chance to grow up, and I have in many ways. Of course, there are parts of my life that haven't changed that should, but I am believe I will change.